can't aleep....

well its been a busy time lately in my life. i keep getting shuffled between my two stores and as of yet i don;t know which one to call mine. i am still responsible for both. on top of this, my x-mother-on0law passed away on tuesday, it really bothered me a lot and i felt really uncomfortable at the funeral but i still felt the need to go, it took me a long time before i told bryce what had happened but so far he seems to be dealing with it just fine.
we are also back at swimming which he loves so maybe i can burn off some of his extra energy.
this is whats new with me and i feel quite low right now as my doctor put me back on my pills and all the hard work i put into losing weight seems to be flying out the window. they cause weight gain and i am frustrated because i have already gained back some of the weight i lost. i hope i can control it so as i dont get back to where i was before losing weight.
well this is enought of the depressing stuff so i will go for now and hope my next post is a bit more positive
T