baby steps are over...

...since sunday i have been taking giant steps...backwards. i havent posted because i cant even begin to put in words whats going on. i broke down last night and took a gravol just to get some sleep but that didnt even seem to help. i am weepy for no reason, very cranky, frustrated, feeling like i just dont care, have no desire to do anything or see anyone, i dont feel like eatting, im just...i dont know.hopefull this will pass soon. one day at a time right? these days just dont seem to end lately one day just blends into the next and i go on. my customers even are trying to send me home now noting how tired and beat i am.. i am just overwhelmed with life in general right now and very confused as to what i feel or what to do now...